im lost agian i have no idea whether to choose to go back to oregon or to stay her in kansas i live in oregon i mean i was born there, basiclly my hole family lives there but the school over here is better for me. ive been here for five years while going back to orgen in the summer and winter and this decition is driving me nuts i cant include my friends in this decision becouse my friends in oregon just want me to stay there and my friends over here want me to stay here (here is in kansas im in kansas right now). this is making me so agrivated and depressed i dont what to think or where to go any more and my perents arnt any help ethier they